Presentation

Finally our presentation is OVER~~~!!wat a relieve *phewww*
we had 3 team with 7 members in each team..
its an individual presentation..but its diff from other presentation..
because each member's marks is assessed by de rest of ur team members and another 2 teams..
and then it will b assess and finalized by our lecturer..
or else can 'bribe' other teams for high marks rite..nyenknyek..
when my frens ask me how was my presentation..
n den i ans..errrr..not quite good..coz i din manage 2 fin my presentation in 15 min time =.=
it was so bad i din manage 2 go into conclusion..n it worth 2 marks out of 10 for conclusion..sadness =(
but 1 thg is..i wasn't dat nervous..n i sorta 'enjoy' sharing my topic..untill i din look at de time *swt*..
so yea..i tink i've sorta conquered stage fright..so it sorta offset my sadness..haha..
among the teams ther's 1 guy's presentation was superb *thumbs up*..he really caught every1's attention..n i tink its hard 4 him not 2 get 10 over 10..even de lecturer said excellent..yengness!!
there were others who has interesting topic n it was quite gd..
sum has 'tools' lik casino chips..ther's 1 who 'bribe' us with potato chips..lol..
they've put in alot of effort in it ba..
i feel so 逊色 comparing 2 them..sighness..
anyway it was a great experience..n it was de last assessment for dis sem..
so we too pic..wit team members..
most of them r in their final sem d..may god bless them wit a great future afta graduation~~~

Team 14 (man&women-in-black team)

Our team with Michael Vincent (who makes our life miserable =.=)

nex sem v hav another core unit with our 'beloved' Michael..OMG @@
anyway..nex sem only worry lo..

p/s: afta dis whole hectic sem of coz muz treat myself la..so i watched <我的野蛮女友>..so long din watch drama/movies/series..untill i feel so excited when i can watch it =.= it was so funny n touching lo..afta all im not even close 2 a 野蛮 gf ar..LOL

im still ALIVE

Today is the day..de day i submit de very last assignment for dis semester...
so..marathon assignments end today....
no more relying on caffeine to stay awake..(at least 4 now >.<)
no more goin 2 uni in de morning n cum back 'early' in de morning..
i can finally sit down in front of my lab top..
not doin assignments..but fb n read blogs n update my blog ^^
it's not end of de sem yet..
1 more presentation to go dis sun..
2 final exams to go..which is lik 2 weeks from now?
i dun wana worry 4 finals yet..
i've had too much panic attack n worries n emo feelings for de past few weeks..
assignments made me go crazzyyyy..
neva tot dat i can finish 5k words in less than 1 week..
n follow up by de submission..
accomplish de mission of 2k words in less than 24 hours..
not dat im productive..but de last min work costs me sleepless nitesss..
im very slow especially when it comes to writing essays..
actually im quite worry bout de quality of de 2 pieces of works..
but it's been submitted..ther's ntg more i can do about it..
pray for 'luck'?
yesterday our lecturer said..its de hard works dat accumulate luck..
so if u wana be lucky..work hard..
i guess it's juz saying dat ther's no pure luck?
he also said dat de end results is not important..it is de process dat counts..
hmm..wat do u tink?
to be honest..i've had lots of hard time throughout de past 12,13 weeks..
lik constantly at a 'down' =(
at some point..clueless..disappointed..helpless..even wanted 2 giv it all up..
but im lucky enuf to hav frens to assure n cheer me up..n helping me out when i tot dats de end..
i hav my mum to say..its ok..dun give urself too much pressure..
dat few words of comfort could lead me to T____T
so yea..im really glad n thankful to hav frens n family..to alwaz ther 2 support me <3 <3
n yes..thank God im still alive..
i've made it 2 dis pt..
n most importantly..im goin back home in 1 mth time ^^v

Suffocated

A few major things are happening..both here and back in home town..i feel suffocated..helpless..miserable..clueless..i feel lost!!

One of de major thing that im concern here is my studies..assingmentssss are driving me crazy..it's like marathon assignments..you'll only come to an end when your sem ends..i had dis core unit's major assign..the objective is rather different..so i had a tough time doing it..even afta handing in i still feel 不安..de fact that i cant seem to get over the result i got for my insurance law assignment crashed n smashed on my confident n faith in dis sem....afraid n worry dat i'll screwed up again =(

Back in home town..things aren't going so well..i would say its relationships matters..complicated relationship problems..sigh..sometimes you just cant afford to fall in love with someone whom you're not suppose to..you've gotto know what price to pay..but there's not much i can do..love is blind..it can take away all your senses..sigh..i can only hope for de best..pls pls pls..think rationally and make a wise decision..

At dis point im really stress with all dis shit..i cant breath..i nid fresh air..i nid a break from all dis..im losing grip..but i know i have to hold on..i know i have to be strong......

迟来的生日礼物

昨天收到两位死党的生日礼物..

从台湾寄来的哦..很让我意外咯..
特别喜欢那生日卡..
有满满的祝福和寄语..而且有录音的哦..
还是第一次收到这么特别的生日卡耶..
好开心啊..短短12秒的录音让我听见她们为我唱生日歌..
快版生日歌..之后还把祝福匆匆的'挤进那12秒内..
很搞笑..很真实..让我超感动~~超开心的~~
可以想象到她们录音的情况..一定很搞笑..
应该是录了几次才满意的吧..呵呵..

很特别的一份生日礼物

你们的祝福我收到了..嘻嘻

帽子很适合我吧..好喜欢哦~~<3

谢谢你们哦..
每一次听那录音都会忍不住要笑..
因为真是太可爱搞笑了..哈哈..
很想念你们啊~~~!!
希望你们在台湾过得好噢..
要好好照顾自己喔..
还有还有..
要想我哦^^

Inspirational Life Quotes

Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life is a song, sing it.
Life is a struggle, accept it.
Life is a tragedy, confront it.
Life is an adventure, dare it.
Life is luck, make it.
Life is too precious, do not destroy it.
Life is life, fight for it.
- Mother Teresa -


Our greatest glory is not in never falling, but in rising every time we fall.
- Confucius -


There are only two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other is as if everything is.
- Albert Einstein -


Let us accept the inner life, the spiritual life. Mistakes in our journey are inevitable. Success without endeavour is impossibility itself. No work, no progress. Experience we must welcome, for we can learn nothing without experience. The experience may be either encouraging or discouraging. But it is experience that makes us a real being, that shows us the true meaning of our very existence.
- Sri Chinmoy -


Learn as if you were going to live forever. Live as if you were going to die tomorrow.
- Mahatma Gandhi -

yeepee

Good newssss~~!! at least for me it is ^^

I'm going back HOME!!! yay yay yay..

This time i'm going back for 2 week+ only..
so must utilize my precious time during dis back home trip..
so leh..i've listed out part of de ths i wana do>.<

Things to do:

1) EAT..of coz its food..i miss msia food damn lot k..number 1 food would be seafood..my fav 虾膏(kong pou style), 蟹炒米粉,潮州蒸鱼or asam fish..both are my fav..hehe..and den would be asam laksa, bah kut teh, tom yam, curry laksa, dim sum..etc etc..not forgetting mamak..i wan it all..especially spicy food>.< n of coz i dun wana miss out japanese food <3 <3 (dunno got durian anot hor..hmmm..) at de same time i miss my mum n dad's cooking!! wana drink my mum boil de soup n my dad's curry vege..yum yum~~~

2) PLAY..de reason im going back tho its juz a short break is bcoz my mum planned a family trip to Bali..i alrd forgotten when was de last time v went for a family trip le =( at dis moment every1 of us is free so its a best time to go for a trip..n muz spend more time wit my family..coz they miss me damn alot..bahahahaha..oso oso have to meet up with my fellow frens who miss me..lolx..den can go lim teh or movies and shopping mayb..i wana watch moviessss..any1??

3) STUDY..holiday doesnt means nonit to study..i got an important paper to sit for after the break lo..besides eating and playing oso muz study geh..juz hope dat i can b discipline enuf to do so la >.<>

guess dats about it for now..still got 2 months+ from now..qi dai qi dai~~~

'pee' 'ku' ??

i've always find 1 of my lecturer's accent funny
he's probably a French
today during his lecture rite
he kept saying 'pee' 'ku'
i was like HUH??
guess what does that mean?
屁股??
NO NO
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its 'P' 'Q'
i almost burst out into laughter LOL

April 6th

This year its the first year that i celebrated my birthday overseas..over the past years i have friends and family and boyfriend to celebrate with..although usually it's just simple celebration but its a day that i will look forward to..some are memorable where my best buddy have thrown me a surprise party on my 21st birthday..at other times she will always buy me birthday cake and presents and birthday card..she has never fail to wish me on time..12am sharp that type..lol..gosh i really miss those times..that's what happened before the clock hit 12am..i've been thinking back how i celebrated my birthdays =.=

Anyway..this year isn't that bad la..at least i experienced something new ma (birthday without my loves one)..haha..ok la..the good thing is..my dear friends didn't forget to wish me..most of my very close friends wished me through msn..others on fb..my mum remembered my birthday o..received a call too..my housemate wished me at 12am sharp and the next day a note stick on my room door..how sweet~~

So the next day, which was the 6th, i had a day out with my ex-housemate Vincent. He messaged me earlier and so we met up on my birthday with a few of his friends. We went to a cafe in the city and we had branch. The menu was rather short but not quite simple..i dunno what the hell are those names, except for sou sou breakfast aka big breakfast and crepes. So after 'consulting', i ordered fritters and a cappuccino....while waiting for our food,we took pictures..and they even 研究 the camera's color swap function and started playing with that..till our food was in front of us..i find the fritters delicious lo..but vincent told us that it isn't as tasty as the last time he visited that cafe, also the portion 'sok sui' d..also he insisted on paying my bill..it's not a few bugs de branch lo..i felt so pai seh la..anyway..thanks la Vincent Seng^^

That's not the end of the day yet..since its an Easter break..means no classes..got assignments but that can wait..cause its my birthday..hoho..so we went to amanda's place first since vincent's place is over the other block and because he left his key in his apartment=.=ll i like their studio apartment lo..like hotel rooms only..so nice and comfortable..if my dad print notes de i also want to stay in that kind of place >.< so we chat while waiting for the others to come back..and then went over to vincent's place..and then i got a shock when his housemate open the door, vincent's friends sang happy birthday song and one of his friends was holding a chocolate cake with candles some more lo..!!i was like....shock....totally unexpected that i din know how to react!!don't know how to describe that feeling but i was really happy and still shock..haha..so i made a wish happily and with excitement..yay~~!all of them are so sweet and i felt thankful..thanks to vincent and his fellow friends..else i might be emo-ing in my own nest=.=

Basically i spent the whole afternoon in their apartment..the girls were doing photo shooting for their on9 boutique..we wanted to go for a movie de..but that day de cinema was not showing "how to train your dragon"..got 3D de la..but no worth it la..too bad la..instead i stayed there and watch them do photo shooting and play around lo..we then decided to go for dinner at Lygon St..Vincent almost..nearly kena 'saman' for not having a valid ticket lo..but we din know how that ticket works ma..luckily the officer gave him a chance lo..so he avoided a lost of $750..and then we had dinner at Universal..it's an italian cafe..1st time trying lamb pizza..taste good..i like their garlic pizza too..on top of that, me and amanda shared a main course..after dinner already full lo..but since we were at Lygon St already how can we missed out FREDDO!! their ice-cream is too yummy to resist lo..and that night a lot of people q-ing for that lo..previously i tried ferrero..this time i had durian and ice-cream..nom nom..love it <3 <3

By the time i left city it was 9pm le..no time to go to Crown casino and try on my luck..so that marks my very 1st birthday at overseas..i had a great time and its definitely a memorable one..but leh..i din really want to accept the fact that im 23 years OLD..omg..its just hard to believe..!!no present for birthday girl ma?mum said she will buy me swarovski accessories wo O.o but i wan SLR T____T im not that greedy ma..i din ask for DSLR ar >_<

p/s: i wanted to..dying to upload pictures here but there are all with vincent and friends..now you know why i want a SLR le ma?

就想赖着你

“我相信总有一天

我也会遇到一个懂得珍惜我的人
不管我有没有钱 不管我漂不漂亮
他都会永远爱我 永远爱我”

杨果@就想赖着你


前两天我就是看这部偶像剧过时间啦
超搞笑的 让我觉得轻松和开心咯
好喜欢Ella饰演的杨果 总是那么的开朗乐观
可是啊..我想这种甜蜜浪漫爱情故事只发生在童话故事与偶像剧里吧
看完了就该回到现实世界啦
至于会不会遇到那么一个人就随缘咯 ^^

谢谢你的不珍惜，让我学会了放弃

一个女孩上自习,太凉了,
她发短信让男朋友去送衣服给她,男孩打游戏拒绝了.
这件事让她郁闷了两天然后气消了,
虽然是件小事,不会影响两人以后, 但是她说,
她会记住, 以后自习一定会带衣服,
如果哪天忘记了, 即使冷死,也不再会叫他送.
我很能明白这种感觉.
很久以前,一个女孩某天夜里,
心情特别低回,特别想念某个人的安慰,
然后半夜时分,打电话给他,说很想听他说话,
电话那头的他从睡梦中醒来,不耐烦的敷衍她.
从此以后,她再没有伤心无助时给他打过电话.
我发现女孩身上有一种猫性.
小猫在撒娇或者做错事的时候,需要别人的安慰和教导,
如果这时主人打击了它,它会狠狠记住,不会再犯.
女孩,有着猫一样的自尊.特别是陷入爱情里的女孩...
在别人看来无关紧要,其实需要呵护,
因为爱,已经让她的心变得柔软.
她的这一点自尊,其实是要你对她的在乎.
我看过一句特别经典的话,
有时候女孩需要一个男孩,就像逃机者需要降落伞,
如果此时此刻他不在,那么以后他也不必在了.
真的,就是这样！
如果哪天猫咪用坚定的眼神看着你说我可以的时候，
那么猫咪已经做好了离开的准备了!
女孩是要独立，
但是独立到不再会对你不讲道理的撒娇任性，
不再会无厘头的缠着你，
你觉得你对于她同路人还有多大区别呢?
女孩的猫性不是每个男孩都有幸看到的，
因为喜欢你，在意你才对你发出特有的咕噜噜声，
其他人只能听到猫喵喵叫，
而这一声咕噜噜只是为你而生，
有几个人会明白呢？？
我们爱折腾
只是爱折腾他而已。
如果有一天
我们慢慢发现自己可以一个人玩都不觉得闷
很久不捏他也不会手痒
只是静静的待在他旁边
不再想着法儿去玩它
谁能知道那时的我们该有多难过呢
男孩总会说女孩无理取闹
说女孩没事找事
说女孩不讲道理
说女孩不可理喻
为什么不去想想
她在对待别人的时候
为什么不是这样的态度
没错
如果有一天
她不再对你撒娇
她不再对你任性
她不再缠着你跟你要这个要那个
她不再因为你的任何事情微笑或者皱眉
那么
你就永远的失去她了！

LOVE

“Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil, but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trust, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails.”

I Corinthians 13:4-8

今天的再见是为了以后的再相见?

从今天起,现在起,这一刻开始..是个新的开始..
今天是17日..是我们正式在一起的日子,也是正式分开的日子..
从在一起到分开事隔2年11个月..
在这期间有欢笑有泪水..有生气的也有值得纪念的..
这感情也算经历了不少的风风雨雨..
可惜这一次我们解决不了存在着的问题..
也过不了距离与时差这一关..
科技的先进在我们的感情里起不了多大的作用..

或许这样的一个决定对大家都好..
给大家空间与时间寻找我们失去的..
反正各自有各自的生活,有不同的目标..
乘年轻为课业与事业打拼是我们的责任之一吧..
你也是为了(我们的)将来未雨绸缪吧?
我依然相信你..支持你..

与以往不同的..是我们的身份..
从今天起再不会有你的晚安信息..
早上起来电话的荧幕不会显示"有新信息"..
没人叮咛我一定要吃饱饱..要早点睡觉..
不会有人唠叨我说..不要太夜才洗澡,洗头..不要翘课..
或正当我在为生活及课业忙碌时为我加油打气..
从今天起就不能再依赖你了..就得学会习惯没有你的生活....

"Nothing is PERMANENT, except CHANGE"
眼前改变的是settings..
未来如果心没变..再给彼此重新开始的机会吧..
希望这会是个好的转变..

p/s: 很感谢两位好友在这艰难的时候陪伴着我..鼓励我..友谊万岁!

下雨天

南拳妈妈- 下雨天
下雨天了怎么办 我好想你
不敢打给你 我找不到原因
为什么失眠的声音 变得好熟悉
沉默的场景
做你的代替
陪我听雨滴
期待让人越来越沉溺
谁和我一样 等不到他的谁
爱上你我总在学会 寂寞的滋味
一个人撑伞
一个人擦泪
一个人好累
怎样的雨 怎样的夜
怎样的我能让你更想念
雨要多大 天要多黑
才能够有你的体贴
其实 没有我你分不出那些 差别
结局还能多明显
别说你会难过
别说你想改变
被爱的人不用道歉

这首歌很适合我现在的心情，你能明白或体会那感觉吗？有太多太多的话想对你说,可是不知道该从哪里说起。我们的问题一直存在着，我没办法若无其事。你我都在感情路上遇上瓶颈了吧？都不知道该怎么走下去了吧。就让时间为我们解答，好吗？无论如何，我会记得你对我的好，你为我做的一切，我们一起闹出的笑话，我们一起经历过的，我们的点点滴滴，这一切的一切都是我们一起拥有的美好回忆。真心诚意祝福你。

Stay Cool

Today's weather is super nice..clear sky..sunny day..

Supposed to be a good day to go out.......to the CITY!
Haven't been to the city since i came back last month lo T_T
The worse thing is i've got class..its Saturday leh..
some more the class is from 9am to 5pm T________T
but luckily its only for this weekend..so not so bad la..
Anyway..
here's the interesting thing i saw when i was at Caulfield campus..
"A picture worth a thousand words"
so here you go
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-STAY COOL-

Isn't this COOL??

Does Money Buy Happiness? New Research Says Maybe

Here's another nice post to share..enjoy~~

The common scientific answer to the question, does money buy happiness, has been no. Study after study has shown that once your basic needs are met and you are not living in poverty, more money does not make you happier. Doctors Norton (Harvard Business School), Dunn and Aknin (both at University of British Columbia) wondered if the issue was not that money couldn't buy happiness but that people simply weren't spending it in the right way to make themselves happier.

Prosocial Spending
They conducted three different studies that explored whether prosocial spending, that is giving gifts to charities or friends, would increase happiness where spending on selfish interests did not. First, they surveyed more than 600 Americans and found that spending more on gifts and charity correlated with greater happiness, whereas spending more money on oneself did not. Next, they tracked 16 workers before and after they received profit-sharing bonuses and found that that the workers who gave more of the money to others ended up happier than the ones who spent more of it on themselves. In fact, how the bonus was spent was a better predictor of happiness than the size of the bonus. Finally, they gave 46 students $5 or $20 to spend by the end of the day. The ones who were instructed to spend the money on others were happier at the end of the day than the ones who were instructed to spend the money on themselves.

"These experimental results," the researchers conclude, "provide direct support for our causal argument that spending money on others promotes happiness more than spending money on oneself." They also conclude that "how people choose to spend their money is at least as important as how much money they make."

All Charitable Giving Makes You Happier
According to the Social Capital Community Benchmark Survey, a survey of 30,000 American households, people who gave money to charity in 2000 were 43% more likely than non-givers to say they were "very happy" about their lives. It didn't matter whether gifts of money and time went to churches or symphony orchestras - givers to all types of religious and secular causes were far happier than non-givers.

Giving to Charity Gives Hope
People who give also are less sad and depressed than non-givers. The University of Michigan's Panel Study of Income Dynamics reveals that people who gave money away in 2001 were 34% less likely than non-givers to say that they had felt "so sad that nothing could cheer them up" in the past month. They were also 68% less likely to have felt "hopeless," and 24% less likely to have said that "everything was an effort."

Does money buy happiness? Yes money spent on helping others does buy happiness according to how to be happy research. Spread your happiness and money around by giving to a good cause or person today.

p/s: Are you happy? Do you need more money to 'buy' you happiness?

哭过就好了

今天我哭了..哭了好久..哭得眼睛鼻子都红了..
失望了..心痛了..不想再期待或抱着任何希望了..
原来我们之间存在着这么多问题..
一直以来我以为这就是我们的相处方式..
现在才知道原来你觉得我疏忽了你..
才知道原来我只懂得期望些什么..没想过你的处境..
才知道原来我只想到自己..没顾虑到你的感受..
才知道原来我只懂得崔出你..没给你机会表达..
我以为你沉默是因为不知道要说什么..
原来不是..是因为你需要时间..
一时之间我真的反应不过来,也没办法接收..
才知道原来我一点都不了解你..
现在心里有了根刺..心情很复杂..
如今我已不懂得该如何面对你..

你不曾对我用这么重的语气..不曾这么不耐烦..
对不起..我就是脆弱..就是这么没用..
对不起..我承担不起你这样的对待和责怪..

哭过就好了..
希望一切都会雨过天晴..
新学期就要开始了..要加油~~!

男人哭&女人哭

如果你不愛一個人..請放手..好讓別人有機會愛她..

如果你愛的人放棄了你..請放開自己..好讓自己有機會愛別人..
有的東西妳再喜歡也不會是屬於妳的..有的東西妳再留戀也注定是要放棄的..
人生中有許多種愛..但別讓愛成為一種傷害..
有些緣份是注定要失去的..有些緣份是永遠都不會有好結果的..
愛一個人不一定要擁有..但擁有一個人就一定要好好的去愛..
男人哭了..是因為他真的愛了..女人哭了..是因為她真的放棄了..
如果真誠是一種傷害..就選擇謊言..如果謊言是一種傷害..就選則沈默..
如果沈默是一種傷害..就選擇離開..
如果失去是苦..妳怕不怕付出?..如果迷亂是苦..妳會不會選擇結束?..
如果追求是苦..妳會不會選擇執迷不悟?..如果分離是苦..妳要向誰傾訴?..
許多事情都是後來才看清楚..許多事情當時一點也不覺得苦..然而妳已經找不到來時的路..
有一種愛..明明是深愛..卻說不出來..有一種愛..明明想放棄..卻無法放棄..
有一種愛..明知是煎熬..卻又不開..有一種愛..明知無前路..心卻早已收不回來..
決定放棄妳愛的他的那一刻..妳哭了..妳的眼淚証明了妳是真的很愛他..
愛不是遊戲..愛是真心的..忘記..妳做不到..不管妳們的解決是否完美..
什麼是勇氣??是哭著要他愛妳?還是哭著讓他離開??
男人的自信來自一個女人對他的崇拜..女人的高傲來自一個男人對她的傾慕..
永遠不要栽培妳愛的男人..妳把他栽培的太好..結果只有兩個..
~他從此看不起妳或者是..他給人偷了..
追求一個人的手法不需要太聰明..但離開的手法必須聰明絕頂..
為什麼人們總是不懂得珍惜眼前人??
在未可預知的重逢裡..妳們以為總會重逢..總會有緣再會..
總以為有機會說一聲對不起..卻從沒想過..每一次揮手道別..都可能是訣別..
每一聲嘆息..都可能是人間最後的一次呼吸..
也許一個女子的寂寞..也就是這樣的不堪一擊..
如果一個男人對妳伸出手..如果他的手指是熱的..
他是誰??..對妳其實已經並不重要..對於男人..更是如此..
如果一個女人在他心裡出現..只需要她的身體是熾熱的..
也許愛情只是因為寂寞..需要找一個人來愛..即使沒有任何結局..
傷口是別人給予的恥辱..自己堅持的幻覺..
像妳這樣的女人..總是以一個難題的形式出現在感情裡..
發現自己只能愛一個人在一瞬間..而且漸漸變的自私..
很多人不需要再見..因為只是路過而已..遺忘就是妳們給彼此最好的紀念..
愛可以是一瞬間的事情..也可以是一輩子的事情..
每個人都可以在不同的時間愛上不同的人..
不是誰離開了誰就無法生活..遺忘讓妳們堅強..
人這樣的生物..仔細一看..原來是傷痕累累的牆..
是否被愛..每個人有不同的感受..重尋舊夢的代價..往往是妳們付不起的..
人世間的幸福..總會令人好看一點..因為微笑..妳才了解了愛..
因為愛他..所以離開他..喜歡這句話嗎?
有些感情如此直接和殘酷..容不下任何迂迴曲折的溫暖..
帶著溫暖的心情離開..要比蒼白的真相要好..因為純粹的東西死的太快..
感情被懂..是一種幸福..等待著被懂..是一種孤獨..

有心灵解药吗?

当好朋友遇到困难或不开心的事..
我总可以帮她分析问题..
教她往好的方面想,并劝她看开些..
对于造成自己不开心的事就该在适当的时候放手..
明明知道是在折磨自己,可是就是放不开..
自作自受..这又是为了什么呢?
为了一个承诺?一句话?或是仍相信奇迹的出现?
与其这样,倒不如勇敢走出那框框,为自己翻开人生中新的一页..
也知道这些都只不过是纸上谈兵..
实际上的行动又谈何容易..
其实很多时候是过不了自己那关..害怕失去,孤单,还有种种的犹虑..
所以宁可活在痛苦中,也不愿面对空虚的心灵..
谁有心灵解药?
我也需要..

开心之余还是开心~

近几天都过得好开心哦..从上星期开始就总是跟朋友出去..
去逛街买新衣,喝下午茶,聊天,拍照,接着还去mamak..
跟朋友出去还真是好玩..尤其是跟我两个38好朋友..
我们三个在一起还闹出了不少笑话..
结果就走到脚酸,吃到很饱,笑到很累..
之前大家都在外国留学..大半年都没见面,很少msn..真的很少联络的那种..
虽然如此..我们一见面还是好多东西聊..可以玩得很疯..
跟她们在一起时间过得特别的快..
就很自在,很开心,好喜欢那种感觉~~
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前几天我的他送我 ipod touch~~!
那是我一直想要(可是不需要)的玩意儿耶..
之前就一直犹豫说到底要不要买..
也一直询问他的意见..毕竟不是几十块的东西..
为了避免买了会后悔所以一定要"慎重"考虑才行啊..
就在星期天他来找我然后就带我去买了..
也不知道为什么他坚持要买给我..而且还要在当天就买..
结果找了几个地方才找到8GB的..开心之余还觉得难以相信..
后来想想还是想不透为什么他要买这么贵重的东西给我..
就是觉得自己没理由接受这礼物..有点过意不去咯..
本小姐长这么大还是第一次收到酱贵的东西咯..(家人不算啦)
心情还蛮复杂的..都没心思去理我的itouch =.=
不过还是要很谢谢他..对此的感谢尽在不言中~
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昨天我和他去马六甲一日游..这是他较早前提议和计划的..
说要带我去吃好好吃的蛋糕..在我回澳洲之前带我去玩..
听起来就觉得好浪漫了~~
开始还问他"酱不是很浪费?"(两个人一日游不是很划算吧..)
他回答说"那你选择浪漫还是浪费？"
我当然不要错过这机会啦..
毕竟这是他第一次主动plan的..而且只是我俩哦..

两个小时多的车程..到达马六甲时还早..就到红屋哪走走..
超热的咯..我真的觉得马六甲的天气特别的炎热咯..
之后就想找cendol来解热..可是走了许久都没找到我们要的那间..
后来看到路边有卖冰甘蔗谁就赶快买一杯..一口气喝下..简直就是syok!!

午餐时间他要带我去吃的娘惹餐厅竟然休假!!真是去的不是时候..
结果就去一家叫WOK&PAN的娘惹中西餐厅吃午餐..
点了中餐..我喜欢它的asam fish..够辣又够酸..过瘾~
我们点的饮料都超甜..他的是kiwi..我的是soursop..
一个青色一个白色..在一起就变成......
"我们是清白的"..哈哈..

重点是下午茶了..
我们去吃传说中超好吃..饱了都要吃..还上过报的千层蛋糕..
我们一人点了不同口味的蛋糕..他喜欢原味..我较喜欢巧克力味..
一面吃着不会太甜也不腻的蛋糕,一面喝冰饮料,一面翻看杂志..
而且是跟喜欢的人在一起..虽没什么聊天..能在身边就好..
那感觉是悠闲..轻松的..我喜欢~~！
唯一不对的是当时播着新年歌=.=
破坏气氛罢了..

这一趟称不上刺激好玩..可是还蛮不错咯..
以五颗星为标准的话..我给三颗星..hehe..
这表示还有进步空间啊..相信下一次会更好..对吗?
最后就是要谢谢带我去玩的你咯..诚意方面我给你满分..呵呵
谢谢..sang kiu..gam sia..terima kasih..

你做得到吗?

隐瞒是欺骗的一种,可和谎言划上等号..
你给的理由不过是隐瞒真相的借口..
我要的是你的坦白,零隐瞒,绝无谎言!!
你做得到吗?

快乐星期天?

今天被放飞机了..纳闷+无奈=bad day?
原本计划好要一起读书,让他教我耽搁了近两个星期的课业..
结果他以大扫除为由..放我鸽子..
我能怪他吗?
现在说责怪都于事无补了..
反正全都泡汤了 T.T

明天的计划别再像今天这样好吗?*pray*
因为我真的不喜欢被ffk..

Birthday of blue-puzzle.blogspot.com

Finally I've created my own blog. I've always wanted to do so ever since i got addicted in reading other people's blog. This blog would serve its purpose as my "rubbish bin"..so that i can spill out everything here..hoho..

There goes my very first post. Last but not least Happy Birthday to my blog~~!