im still ALIVE

Today is the day..de day i submit de very last assignment for dis semester...
so..marathon assignments end today....
no more relying on caffeine to stay awake..(at least 4 now >.<)
no more goin 2 uni in de morning n cum back 'early' in de morning..
i can finally sit down in front of my lab top..
not doin assignments..but fb n read blogs n update my blog ^^
it's not end of de sem yet..
1 more presentation to go dis sun..
2 final exams to go..which is lik 2 weeks from now?
i dun wana worry 4 finals yet..
i've had too much panic attack n worries n emo feelings for de past few weeks..
assignments made me go crazzyyyy..
neva tot dat i can finish 5k words in less than 1 week..
n follow up by de submission..
accomplish de mission of 2k words in less than 24 hours..
not dat im productive..but de last min work costs me sleepless nitesss..
im very slow especially when it comes to writing essays..
actually im quite worry bout de quality of de 2 pieces of works..
but it's been submitted..ther's ntg more i can do about it..
pray for 'luck'?
yesterday our lecturer said..its de hard works dat accumulate luck..
so if u wana be lucky..work hard..
i guess it's juz saying dat ther's no pure luck?
he also said dat de end results is not important..it is de process dat counts..
hmm..wat do u tink?
to be honest..i've had lots of hard time throughout de past 12,13 weeks..
lik constantly at a 'down' =(
at some point..clueless..disappointed..helpless..even wanted 2 giv it all up..
but im lucky enuf to hav frens to assure n cheer me up..n helping me out when i tot dats de end..
i hav my mum to say..its ok..dun give urself too much pressure..
dat few words of comfort could lead me to T____T
so yea..im really glad n thankful to hav frens n family..to alwaz ther 2 support me <3 <3
n yes..thank God im still alive..
i've made it 2 dis pt..
n most importantly..im goin back home in 1 mth time ^^v